On other people

It really makes you question your relationship with other people... how dark thoughts can go through your mind nonstop for hours and days and even weeks and no one will ever know a thing. They can look you in the eyes, have a usual conversation and ask you how you are doing, but they will never know a thing about how you would give anything just to gain the courage to die, simply because you will never let them. Why would I tell anyone all these thoughts? I do not want nor deserve anybody's help or attention. I do not want anyone to know and it impresses me how no one ever will, afterall.
Everything is questionable, you can be sure of nothing, you can count on no one.

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